I (Megan) had a divine appointment with Andrea on September 17 that would start a conversation that would begin a journey. I was introduced to Andrea as "the best teacher that isn't teaching" by Don (Summit Minister) after she mentioned she would be interested in teaching a women's class Don responded with, "meet your director, Megan". At this point Andrea and I went back and forth about ideas for what the class could be and that was that. I thought it wouldn't come up again... a great idea but me - director - I didn't know about that!
I was hesitant to even think about starting a class. I was comfortable in the place I was and the LBS I was in. Why do I need to move, change what I am doing, or my community I am in? And starting a new LBS?!? There are days I feel it is similar to planting a church - and in many ways it is - you are going out into the unknown to reach a specific group of people for the furtherment of God's Kingdom! But every time I tried to push it to the side or pass it off to someone else I felt the Lord pushing it closer and closer to me. Finally it came to a point when I felt the Lord asking, "Megan, do you trust me? Because if you do I will do great things through you. But if you don't, you can stay where you are and I will do my work. I don't need you to do my work for me, but I want to use you. Don't worry about the baggage you have or the things you need to work out. If I can use Paul who imprisoned and murdered Christians I know I can use you. So are you in or out?"
After many words of encouragement, a few nudges (from both the Lord and people in my life that I trust and value their opinion) and a lot of prayer and digging into the word I surrendered to His plan - knowing that His plan is and will always be better than any plan I can make for myself!
Over the last few months I have come together with other women I have come to know in my 3 years living in Houston to start laying down the foundation for what is to come. Andrea has challenged me in many ways and is constantly pouring into me - giving guidance of how to always look to Him and He will provide all.
Being the planner that I am - I like to have EVERYTHING planned out well in advance. Something that I have come to know is if you plan everything so far in advance you don't leave any room for the Lord's plan to come to fruition. I believe this is a lesson that Andrea knew I was going to need to learn and challenged me early on the importance of sitting and listening to the Lord. After a lot of sitting, more reading of the bible in a short amount of time than I had done in a while, and many surrendered prayers to the Lord, his plan came to be and His words lead in a way that the foundation of the class was laid by His hands and He chose to use specific women in the process.
Here we are, less than a month away from the first "soft start" of the class and I have no idea what it will look like. I don't know the women the Lord will send. I don't know what my calendar is going to look like. I don't know who He will call to help lead the women that do come. BUT what I do know is that the Lord is in it. The Lord is in the business of doing amazing things through people that fully surrender their lives to Him!
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